ShoryukenShah && his quest.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Tell me. Tell me. Tell me. What should I do? This question revolves inside my head like an irritating bug hovering around me. I cant seem to define myself as a technically sane person nor am I an insane one. It's been 11 days here in Indonesia. Buggers me a lot due to the lack of internet & places to chill at. Going to go to Bandung tomorrow for our shopping trip. I hope Dan & I will get somewhat hyped up for it. Shit what am I saying, WE ARE EFFING HYPED UP !!! Like seriously, this is like the only thing that we've been somewhat hyped about, aside from the mall that we went to yesterday. Twas a total havoc caused by us. Yes US! We were jackasses, acting like drunkards from outerspace who don't have a clue on what we're doing .So here goes,

I've been looking through the pictures that we took. Taken during the weekly event that all of us so eagerly attend to support the ones we deem as our idol. Looking through the pictures. CLICK CLICK CLICK goes the keypad on my phone as i punched my fingers to look at the next photo. Is this feeling love or infatuation? My thoughts ponder about, thinking whether should I let it go or have a go. Like seriously, she's like one of the coolest girl i've met so far. Chill & laid back sort of personality.

She's younger than me by a bit but oh well, its okay I guess :) Day by day, her face pops up in my fantasy dream land & also when i'm day dreaming looking at the mountains, feeling the cold mountain breeze brushing against my bare skin. I can't seem to irradicate it from my head.So here goes, infatuation or love?As what I have known, infatuation means, attraction at first sight but it's not real love and love is when both feel very comfortable with each other & feel as if they're part of each other. As for my case, infatuation seems rather blunt , considering that it develops over time. So, infatuation is a nono. What about love? Well, not yet I suppose, we're not even together... I don't know what to name this feeling. So, I shall name it as LIKE or ATTRACTED.

Either way. I like her. Reallyyyyyyy...... BUT, i'm also afraid. Afraid that it'd might end up badly or worse. Afraid that my hyperactive will show my nutsy self to her. Bugger it. Once I reach Singapore, I shall contact her & meet her somewhere. Then, I can just let out this feeling bit by bit. It's better to let it out rather than keeping it bottled inside waiting to explode like a shaken bottle of soda. It's time for me to have a special someone. I've gone through a lot & I don't want to lose it all again. It's been awhile since someone REALLY caught my attention & interest. Oh well, leave me for another day or two to think about this.

So fellow readers, what do you think I should do if i want to win her heart? 8)

Yours Sincerely
Irwan Shah

ShoryukenSHAH
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--12:15 PM

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Hello to everyone. I am going of to jakarta in 2 days time. I just wanna say I'll miss you all truckloads for two weeks. So, I got myself a phone replacement. Not exactly what I wanted but it should do the job well since I just need it to message,call & listen to songs. Camwhore is a bit on the shortage. Oh yeah, I've fallen sick today thanks to the dusty room : (
Having flu & fever but I don't give a damn about it . Just ate my medicines just now & I feel that there's no effect kicking in. So yeah. GOSH!

Tomorrow, Danny's gonna come back to Singapore. LIKE YIPPE!!! I'll be fetching him right after I watch Singapore Idol. So see ya there DAN! :D

Life so far, lets say its been sucky as usual. Though what I've gone through is not of my heart's content, I have to be patient & wait for the moment to rise up again & be at the top of my game. Only god will tell.

Until then, goodbye people

ShoryukenSHAH!

ShoryukenSHAH
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--5:30 PM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

OH MY GOD MY CELL/HANDPHONE IS SPOILT!!
THANKS TO YOU!!!

Haish... All my contacts gone & I've got to keep on because Sezairi's mom's going to text me whether I will get the tickets or not. The worst part is, how am I going to tell my friends whether I get the tickets or not. GOSHHH!!!!! This SUCKS pretty much. Oh wells, what's done is done. Now I'm really stoned on what to do with that phone. ARGHHH BUGGERR!!!!! This is like the 2nd ever in my life where my phone was good as per normal & suddenly. POOOFF!!!~~
ITS SPOILT!!
Oh goddd.... :(
Epically, angry & FRUSTRATED in epic proportions. I'll lost my contact's number & all. OH GOSHH!!!GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! Have to like, hunt down their numbers one by one again. BUGGER IT!. SERIOUSLY!!!! I need a new phone ASAP!. I hope mom & dad are kind enough to replace it .. *crosses fingers*
If not, I need to have a plan B which includes.

DOES ANY ONE OF YOU HAVE A SPARE PHONE TO LEND TO THIS HUMBLE BOY???

LIKE OMG :( This sucks... K i GTG.
bye bye ....

ShoryukenSHAH!

ShoryukenSHAH
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--4:39 PM

Saturday, November 21, 2009

BOHOO!!! SUCKISH MUCH!!!
too much to tell to curse around.
go go fish fish go go die die.
what a random post.
my head goes bonkers.
it seems to me that $$ is going to be few.
gosh gosh gosh.... go fish.
FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH!
WHAT THE FISH!
BLOODY FISH!
GODDAMN FISH!
HOLY FISHING FISH!
SO BLOODY FISH!
FISH ! FISH ! FISH!
HOLYFISH!
WHA THE FISH!
GO DIE FISH!
FISH OFF!
EFFING FISH!
: (
a caucasian dude purposely bumped on me today.

caucasian guy: Hey sonny, Don't push me!
me: F$%K YOU!!
caucasian's wife: Hey that's rude!
me: Tell that to your husband!

kk. that happened in around 9am in the morning.
My guess is that, he's american.
Europeans would never say 'sonny'.
so yeah!
whoever you are caucasian dude.
EFF YOU!
hehe.
GO DIE A$%HOLE!

ShoryukenSHAH
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--1:07 PM

Friday, November 20, 2009

Okay ! HI!!!!! Two days ago, I went to Singapore Idol as usual . We were like one of the first few to reach that place. OH YEAHHH!!! It was raining cats and dogs outside the mediacorp centre. Me & Shereen shared an umbrella. THANK YOU SHEREEN!! :D

Apart from that, while going into the studio, many people rushed in the small door. People jumping queue & it was really frustrating. A woman suddenly jolted out screaming & dissing at those people who jumped their queues.At an instant, the noisy atmosphere became dead quiet. Although many people viewed that woman as unorthodox & mad, I think she had point. Why do we queue up? It is because we want to be there as fast & as orderly as possible.

Ok so here it goes. All the performance were amazing. Sezairi is always captivatingly cool. Sylvia's sexy awesome. Charles's atmospherically mesmerizing, Tabitha's hot as usual. All were great except Faizal Isa. I noticed that he was over confident at bringing his song & that he had been repeating what he does every week which I think proves a disadvantage for him.

Each of the contestants made an effort to improve themselves regardless of any obstacles but Faizal, I say no improvement at all. His singing was flat. There were now bassy lows or pitch perfect highs. All there is was just a normal singing voice that you can easily find among other people. Thank god the people of Singapore woke up & decided to vote against him. Like come on guys. Faizal is hot to girls & all but to us men, we think that he's just a male version of a bimbotic whore. No offence. This is the truth. Upon hearing him out. There were cheers of joy & tears of dissappointment. Shouts ranging from , " WTF!" to "HAHAHA!" were heard roaring across the studio.

As usual, most of the girls who supported Faizal cried. In that peak situation, I comforted them and stuffs.So yeah, that was wendesday. Stay tuned for more . Until then. GOODBYE! :D

ShoryukenSHAH!

ShoryukenSHAH
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--12:53 AM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

FORGIVE & FORGET - MISS MAY I
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Wanted for my time spent searching for the world
I receive all i ever dream for, in return all is taken away
I remember everything before tonight
These illusions that life is so clear have been cleansed for my thoughts
Floating branches are the only things truly connected to the ground

TAKE ME BACK TO HOW I USED TO BE
I'LL NEVER CLOSE MY EYES AGAIN
HOW COULD I EVER FORGET A PLACE LIKE THIS?
SOMEWHERE THAT I CAN CALL MY OWN.
MY EYES WILL ONLY SEE,
WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO SEE.

Take me back to how I used to be
I'll never close my eyes again
How could I ever forget a place like this?
Somewhere that I can call my own.
This is satisfaction in its most beautiful state,
beautiful state.
Surrounding me is everything that is true,
just let this be true, let this be

I wont forget this place
I wont forget, this is my own
I wont forget, open my eyes
I wont forget

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When I cam upon this song, I thought it was just another metalcore song.
With harsh rough vocals & blazing power chords of the guitars.
Behind all that noise, there's a meaning to it.
That's what makes this song special to me.
The lyrics relates to me.

Just a simple post for now. I'll be back when I'm in my mood.
Until then, good bye.

ShoryukenSHAH!

ShoryukenSHAH
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--11:35 PM

Thursday, November 12, 2009

This days, were'nt as intense as last week. I had somehow recuperated bit by glorious bit in an effort to make myself feel happier. I've had my brush with total loss and I lived to tell about it.
However, behind all this dark spaces. There is a glimpse of happiness in it. This few weeks, I've engaged myself into going to the mediacorp broadcasting centre to watch the Singapore Idol. I must say, I've felt rather happy during this times. Apart from that, the barbeque , the outings etc made me feel rather elated. The reason why I become so hyper everytime I meet up with my friends is because, I want to cherish every single second of it. To enjoy it to the fullest. I don't care what other people say. They call me crazy, stupid etc. I don't care. As long as I am happy, I will show my widest smile to all. Apart from that, my love life have been long gone. Now, I believe that it is time for me to resume it again. To get myself happy. For those of you who already have a love life, I recon that you cherish every single moment with your partner because events in the future are unpredictable. Love them for who they are. Love them for their prefects & defects.

On a side note, I want to say RAWR! because I feel like it. Feeling kind of hyped up about the ESCAPADE which is to be held in Singapore Polytechnic this Saturday night till Sunday morning. Finally a break from events at home. Oh & erm, I'm going to puncak in bandung which is in Indonesia on the 3rd of December. A holiday that I've been waiting for a long long long time . I'll be back on the 16th of December. I'm going to enjoy myself I suppose.
So ....
that's it then. Tata readers : )

ShoryukenSHAH!

ShoryukenSHAH
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--8:22 PM